Is it possible to have been so damaged by people in your life that you turn so bitter & full of rage you cant?

My dear friend, I am a strong believer in the power of one's own mind. And I believe that if you want to badly enough, the power is within you to change your own life for the better. I know it is a long and difficult path, but I have faith that if you really put your mind to make these changes, then you will get it done. Just never give up or never even think that you are not worthy of your own happiness in life. You most certainly are worthy of it all and more. Your past has been a living hell, but you must somehow find a way within your own mind to leave that past behind you and move on to these things you want to achieve. Believe in yourself and in the power of your mind to get you where you want to be and who you want to be. You have to find a way to let it be your past and not your present in order to move on. Hang in there and keep seeking your peace of mind and don't let anyone or anything stop you. I know you will work these things out because you are still worth it all. Do right if the stars fall from the heavens and follow your heart and mind into your great success! I am here pulling for you, friend. I know you can!