What Do I Do Who Do I Pick ? x?

I Moved In Two Secondery I Met This Boy We Became Bestfriends Then Went Out After 1 months into it he turned and began to be horrible he ended up firen (dumping) Mee 5-12 Times A Week Id Alwaes Go Back Because i love him wee went out for 1 year 7 months in the last 4 months wee became closer and didnt really fall out one nyt he fire mee for no reason so i thought this was all going to start up again and i wasnt for going threw all that again so a said no when he asked me out so he gave mee lots of abuse 2 days latter i went out with a differnt boy who is very nice looking and popular wee had been bestfriends for about a year hes alwaes nice too me and cares he does everything for mee hes alwaes there for mee and stiks up for mee he even took me back when i cheated on him with my ex my ex alwaes phones me and tells me he loves mee he even started crying in school when he seen mee with my new boyfriend and i still love my ex but i also love my new bf iv been with him 5 months wht do i do